A piece from Perfect Stranger by Dawn Ng



i love being alone
but i am still needy as fuck

how even

all I wanted was to see you and spend time with you.

I don’t mean to rely on you, you just mean so much to me.

If you have numbed yourself and you can’t feel my love, I don’t know what else I can do.

I make problems out of nothing because I don’t wanna lose you, but I guess I’ll really lose you if this comtinues.

It’s tiring you, it’s tiring me too. And if it’s too tiring for both of us, I guess we both know the answer.

Even in the first place you don’t love me, it’s only me who knows the answer full well.

Let go.. let go..

But the stubborn heart just won’t let go

It just won’t let go

I just can’t let go

I love you, I love you,

I, love you

But you don’t anymore

You let me go before I did